Mirror Monologues: Comfort Zone

I open my mouth and only tell you half of the story,
 half of the truth,
 give you half of me.
Wanting to give my all, wanting to set me free –
Entrap myself in you…
I give you half of me.
Feelings of guilt when we collide
and I know it’s to do with what’s on my inside,
In my mind,
To do with how time passed me by; treated me in life…
I give you half of me.
I know I love you,
Know it’s you I want to be with,
To stop being scared of you completely knowing me –
Let my guard down and still know you love me…
I give you half of me
I can’t give you my heart – it’s too precious.
For you to know the hidden depths in me: my passions, my desires,
The things I want to someday set free.
They say eyes are the window to the soul,
Exposing the deepest thoughts of the face they behold…

I can look you in the face and lie.
Don’t believe that lie.

I can’t give you my heart.

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About Plantain Periodicals

Hello! Welcome to the Plantain Periodicals blogs. The name stems from the kitchen moments I had with my friends at university cooking plantain and planning our lives together. I have used this space as a window into my mind and the way I make sense of all my experiences through writing.This is where I share those conversations and moments that happen inside my head as a young woman growing up in 21st century London. Hopefully you'll be entertained and also learn a thing or two. My main blog ad: www.nissiknows.wordpress.com My literature blog: www.plantainperiodicals.wordpress.com NMx
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5 Responses to Mirror Monologues: Comfort Zone

  1. uravnrep says:

    Very good! Thank you for the visit and follow. I will respond in kind. Happy Thanksgiving!

    http://www.yesenia77.wordpress.com

  2. E says:

    I must say, that poem touched me. It rings with the truth of “lying without wanting to lie” and our flesh and carnalities want more than we can ever truly extend to someone in this life. Oh, I’ve heard stories of real love and read them…but do we truly give our all to someone? Or just enjoy the ride for wherever it takes us?

    Thanks for the post!

  3. truth, “I can’t give you my heart – it’s too precious.” … SO HONEST! i can totally relate, & i love this. wonderful piece of poetry

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